avoidance

I have so much shit to do, it's just not funny. but I also need to run to whole foods to get something to eat because I'm STARVING.. please, I could live off of my body for months and still not starve to death.

I hate dieting.

If I could eat a vat of cheese in any shape or form right now, I would. Cheese and crackers by the millions. Pizza in 50 pound intervals. The god damned shame of me.

I'm not craving sweets. Go figure.

Just salt. Sick amounts of salt. Pots and pots of salt. but disguised in well managed fat.

I need to focus.