let's hope this one's productive
I have raging insomnia. I was horizontal for two hours and bupkas. I mean bup-kas. I am beyond exhausted. god forbid I fall asleep for 5 mother fucking cock sucking minutes. it's nerves. a busy brain. an overtired body. I'm shooting for a productive insomniac experience by writing. if I churn out shit, that's just wrong on every level. some people are such brilliant sleepers, so much so they do it for sport. why can't I be a sleep enthusiast? oh. those same people also wake up like a folgers ad. fuckers. sleep heeblette, sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep. nope. still not tired. arghers.