happy jew year. passed out at 11:30. I'm a whore. I dreamt that I was overflowing in cockroaches and leeches. freaked me out to no end. what does it all mean? who the fuck knows, but I woke up skeeved and couldn't hurl my fat ass in the shower fast enough. last night, my neighbors, my age, had a keg party. an honest to goodness kegger. dude, the shame. we didn't stop kegging at 23-25? who taps anything other than ass at 34?! jewcifer and I had a super morning walk/drive. if I could eat hot, well managed fat all day, I would. but, I can't, so I won't. argh.